Posted by chaldaie on November 5, 2000 at 18:57:13:
In Reply to: Pffffft! Not even a mention. nt posted by Salipek on November 5, 2000 at 18:53:55:
> >Added Thu Jan 13 09:50:56 2000 at level 51: Dear Salipek, I just start this diary not long ago and there is so much I would like to tell you. another they, I went in hell, we travelled to the 5th circle so many story of adventures, I could fill books and books with them and they are not finish. I hope you will forgive me to not have wrote sooner. I took my duty as Apostle as seriously I can, but I realized I am no god, I can't save everyone by myself It please my heart everyday I see them, I consider them like the children I will never be able to have. as usual I am so busy I have little time to write to you I have wonderful news: Remember that young mage I use to talk for hours about knowledge and the importance of studies? Added Tue Mar 21 07:53:58 2000 at level 51: I will have to beleive you were true. Servants and marans do not see life the same way Hate Feeling his heart, anger , disrespect Dear Salipek, The weight of years just got heavier, [Hit Return to continue] Added Fri Oct 6 17:08:07 2000 at level 51: I know the end come near, I haven't write you for quite a long time but the turmoil around me where insane
funny story and other more painful.
Can you imagine one day , I was attack by furniture and slain? those bed can bounce you and trip you around
or maybe I just step from the wrong side out of it
I didn't want to go at first, but I just couldn't left all those good oen go there without a healer
I learn much that day, but what I learn mostly is that friendship and good happiness can bring you to the worse place with fun
the trip ended bad as I was left alone at the 5th circle
but I stayed there long enough to discover much
there is I beleive only on place right now except the lower circle of hell where I didn't set foot
I do plan on going there soon, if I can find an invoker and a bard to come with me and maybe My dear mongoose friend Ceorkhan
He likes adventure as much as I do
Thar-acacia, soon I hope to visit it
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Added Fri Feb 4 16:15:08 2000 at level 51:
dear Salipek
I finally went to Thar Acacia
the place was less scary than I imagine, quite inviting unless you hurt any of the citizen there
but our rank are growing, and I must say well trained servant now travel the world bringing faith and hope around
I have been wed some weeks ago to Salanayn, A dear one to my heart, I just fear I will never be able to give him all the love
I would like to give him, your memory still hold abig place in my heart.
But I know he understands, He is truelly the best husband I could have dream of, except you.
Added Sun Feb 27 12:24:53 2000 at level 51:
Dear Salipek
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He became leader of masters
and his first step was to make a truce with marans and dawn to bring back the tower to his studies
instead of the war they brought everywhere cause of Imperial.
Such a wonderful news, but I must say I feel empty, it is like I fullfilled what I was mean to as mortal
I do beleive it is time to take my all my courage and ask entrance to asgaard
wish me luck, I know I will make a wonderful immortal,
I just need to prove them I am serious and can bring a lot to Thera by reachign asgaard.
dear Salipek
I had to take the hardest decision of my life
IT is hard to explain how I feel cause I am breaking in two
but let me explain more
I first had an argument with Beaekdic, which was constructive in a sens, I begin to know more is limits
Think is there is way to much assassin sevants of the dawn and I heard rumor of concern and fear
than I had a surprise, after informing me years ago that he was leaving not to come back
Salanayn appeared in my life once more
I don't know where he went all those years , but he came back changed
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The path of the Phoenix feeling him
at the point of forgetting what love is.
I would have talk to him if only he would have listen,
but he decided to bring his anger in front of the whole haven
bringing despair in the heart, what he did was not the attitude of a servant
So I freed him of his engagement to the haven, so he could seek the phoenix in peace.
but in the same time. my heart was broken and the dream we had together destroy.
but The dream I once had of the haven took a greater part, and I doubt this dream wille ver end until it is fully achieve
Added Thu Jun 22 22:26:26 2000 at level 51:
My dear friend wondergoose passed away
I wonder what I will do without him, He was always there with me. in the good and bad day
He was more a husband than Salanayn
I should have grabbed the moment and married him. Carpe diem...
now it is to late but I am sure where he is now . he knows I loved him dearly.
Dear Salipek,
It took all my faith to stay alive and to keep dawn united and strong in faith.
Thanks to the wisdom of the gods, It finally ended.
I still woke up with my bones aching and my body not as good in shape as before
but the haven needs me, in all those years, looking back at the past, I realize I was a pillar
standing there . with my hope and faith as strong as the first time I walked this land
If I have one regret, is that soon I will be not much but memories
I kept faith until this day, the immortal would open the door of asgaard for me
but soon I will join the spirits,
I do wish you will be there waiting for me, otherwise I am sure shermie will make sure to match me
It is the last I time I am writing to you.
soon we should be together again,
I had great hopes and faith to reach Asgaard, but seem that alone is not enough sometimes.