Posted by BoltThrower on June 23, 2000 at 20:01:59:
"As a side note : BoltThrower, you attempt was well meant and I hope I did not let you down personally. I just am not enjoying the hard work put into this character to see no rewards via false promises. I am also content with how much I did with Minalcar. I fulfilled his role to about where I wanted it. "
That was from your post on the character board. I try to avoid getting roped into posting here, but I felt that some closure was needed here. I had happened to glance at your first farewell note here the Friday before last, but you hadn't actually deleted and were still on. When you were made leader, we discussed the possibilities that you planned a betrayal (in a round-about fashion) and I told you that there was nothing you could do to permanently harm the village. I tried to stop you from deleting after you made your betrayal because quite frankly, we (in a vague sense) weren't done with you. If you thought that it was meant to end with you afflicted with amnesia, you aren't giving us much credit. I had to seriously work to prevent myself from going OOC and telling you 'don't delete, the best is yet to come'. Me and some of the other Imms were laying out the plans for some seriously cool stuff. I tried to hammer that message into place, and I thought I was able to do so in an IC fashion. Apparently not. Two days later you deleted. Obviously you were onto something special otherwise I wouldn't have let you become leader...I just wish that you had rolled with the punches once your 'script' ran out. As leader, you saw that I am very much into the 'hands-off' style of running the cabal. I call attention to things that are wrong, but I allow/force those involved to find out why. I would much rather see how things play out and see how people deal with the consequences. It leads to memorable experiences (both good and bad) for all involved. If nothing else, you will live in infamy.